Negative.

Everything is over and done with. In a huge mess. But it’s over.

What am I doing this semester anyway? Slogging my arse off just to meet deadlines; Cursing under my breath every time a technical error or hiccup happens. I lost the sense of accomplishment I used to get after completing each assignment. Everything is as ugly as it seems right now because I’m feeling ugly.

I’m going to detach myself from the world for the rest of the week. I need to be alone. I need to sleep.

Not counting the 2 hours I fainted rested my neck on the lab’s table this morning, I’ve been awake for more than 70 hours.

My poor neck, carrying such a useless but important CPU around all day.

It’s getting a little pointless. Everything seems pointless

Oh gosh.

Can’t believe I’m actually modeling my natural enemy – The Insect. I thought if i choose to model an ant, it wouldn’t be so bad, but I still can’t stop being freaked every time I look at my reference pictures!

Modeling and disgusting myself out at the same time. I start questioning myself why I am doing this…

Well, the deadline is tomorrow.

Ghostly notepad.

Compositing – 5 Nov, 1830 (Script)

Music Compo – 10 Nov, noon (Final compo, Originals, Session files, Write-up)

3D Modelling – 19 Nov (Brief 1 – 6 in Portfolio)

Animation Sem – 21 Nov, 1930 (Final, Reel)

Chara Animation – 20 Nov, noon (Maya file, Playblast)

Storyboarding – 20 Nov, 2359 (Leica, Research, Chara sheets, Location design sheets)

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Woot. Prof extended deadline to the 21st! It’s a good thing as well as a bad one. XD

OMEDATOU!!

Woohoo! Just received an sms from Rych! And it’s a bloody good news! Ok, to her, but the news kind of brightens up my day as well (from last night). But I’ll miss her badly though. Hope she takes care of herself and work hard when she goes over to Holland. All the best in your future endeavors babe! Let’s all move forward!

And here’s the third Okada pic on board to celebrate. XD

And an attempt to draw cloudy, but I forgot how it looks like. =P

<<  Pic without words.

Angry

Why did the composite go wrong at the last minute!!!

I’m so freaking upset and tired now I can’t concentrate on other tasks.

Maybe I should just bury my head and angry tears under the pillow and tire myself out entirely.

One deadline this Friday and 2 next week. I cannot die now.

Gimme some perspective.

I just realized that to make a 2D character have more believable personalities, different perspective to show its volume in a single string of action is freaking necessary!

After 1 year of classes, aren’t I too slow to realize that until now?! Urgh. Call me slowpoke.

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I need more tea. I need more tea. I need more tea.

I lost it.

I… seem to have forgotten how to draw all of a sudden.

Wa lau eh.

If I wasn’t told, I would probably die from shock two weeks later. What does it mean by “everything is with her”? I’m not the one holding on to the backgrounds, I’m not the one holding on to the first shot, I’m not the one holding on to two of the earliest completed set of keys. So? Well, I seriously hope it isn’t meant to be ‘everything that needs to be done is with her’. Because? Well, who’s the one who says “I’m going show D a partly colored shot on Monday” and on Tuesday night says “I didn’t do the colored shot, but mainly told him where we’re at now”, who’s the one who received two sets of keys three bloody weeks ago that are supposed to be inbetweened and “Am still doing it” up till now, who is the one who is supposed to just animate 2 dots floating in the air and not to mention the editing of the colored backgrounds which I rather it to be touched only after all the other mentioned work are done. Oh c’mon. Cannot see what needs to be done? A list has just been sent.

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Get me there!

Animation Nation fest is here again! I was glad that I went for one of the seminars last year, and still am. Could still remember after hearing one of the groups of speakers, the Thai producer and art director presenting on their piece of animation, I immediately pestered my Dad to get a copy when he went over to Thailand for work. Hurhurhur, and that copy is now among my stack of precious collection. Just that it’s in Thai and without subtitles. But what’s amazing is that even without understanding a word they spoke, I can still follow the whole plot! And that’s great storytelling!

I definitely want to be inspired once again, and watch some of the short films screenings this time. But the irony is that I’m chained by mine.

Hope there’ll be DVD release!